you’re my tattoo

@J.Co margo

You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

(Tattoo – Jordin Sparks)

*110304-170308*

panas-dingin di sore bolong

hari sabtu kmaren gw kursus nyetir pertemuan pertama. yeeaaaaa oookaaaayyy… i’ve learned how to drive, like, two years ago. udh lupa lah ya, mana ga pernah bawa ke jalan pula. akhirnya gw ikut kursus nyetir aja biar gampang.

kita mulai jam 4 sore, gw dibawa sama instrukturnya ke jalan sepi, trus baru disuruh bawa sendiri. bweeeuuuuhhhh..pertama2 sih masi santai, jalanannya sepi bgt. tapii…pas mulai disuruh belok..mulai keluar keringet dingin butir pertama….huwhuwhuw..padahal kan mobil yg dipake bwt latian ada rem sm kopling di bangku instrukturnya, jadi ga mgkn lah nabrak2, paling nyenggol2 dikit abis ribet sih masa tiap mw belok disuruh ganti persneling ke gigi 1, ciiihhhh… prasaan dulu pas belajar ga gitu deh *sotoooy*. ya udah, belok deh gw. belok kiri, belok kanan, belok di lampu merah, done! sempet diklaksonin siyh, tapi gpp lah namanya juga LATIHAN, huehehehe..

setelah banyak belok kiri belok kanan, gw disuruh lewat jalanan macet. siaaaaal…baru juga hari pertama masa dah disuruh maen2 kopling. yah lumayan lah, latian ngerem..hihihihihii.. abis itu disuruh naik tanjakan, sempet panik juga gara2 pas turunan mobilnya berasa glinding sendiri *ya iyalah! dasar bodoh* trus disuruh muter di U-turn sm tikungan tajam.

but the highlight of the show adalaaahhh…. gw harus nyebrangin rel kereta pas macet di turunan. huh! untung bukan pas tanjakan. sempet bikin jantung mw copot gara2 ujungnya macet n gw blm gape ganti2 nginjek pedal. untung ga ketuker mw nginjek rem malah ngegas, huhuuu.. anehnya tu mobil ga mati mesinnya. kalo bawa mobil gw sendiri entahlah udh berapa kali mati tengah jalan tu mobil, huehehehe

ternyata nyetir mobil itu susah yah…gw ga akan melecehkan sopir angkot lagi dehh…huhuhuuu..

jakarta road, here i come *soon*!!

Berkunjung Ke Ragunan

akhirnya gw berkunjung lagi ke ragunan, setelah sekian lama. terakhir gw kesana pas SD, jadi bener2 lupa gimana suasana disana. dan setelah gw jalan2…ternyataa…ya ampuuuuuuuuuunn..ragunan tuh JOROK banget! there were trash EVERYWHERE. people throw garbage ANYWHERE. sumpah ilfeel berat. yang ada gw jadi kasian sama hewan2 yang ada disana… habisnya kasian mereka, dikandang gitu, terlihat lusuh tak terawat..trus dilemparin makanan yang bukan makanan mereka…hikshiks tak tegaaa..

gw binun ngeliat ada anak yang buang sampah sembarangan dgn enaknya main lempar..tapi emak babenya diem aja tuh. kalo gw begitu pasti dah diomelin. ternyata eh ternyata…emak babenya ikut juga buang sampah sembarangan. so we know now where did it came from. orangtuanya aja begitu, gimana anaknya mau ngerti kalo buang sampah sembarangan itu ga bae??

padahal menurut gw ragunan itu tempat yg asik bwt piknik, adem n banyak binatang2 yg bisa diliat. gw aja jadi norak pas dateng kesana. norak liat ikan raksasa yg gedenya se-gw, norak liat jerapah yg ternyata aslinya lehernya puanjang, norak liat zebra yg belang2nya keren. oh ya. gw juga amat sangat norak banget pas liat berang-berang. they’re so cute! cuma sayang kandangnya najis..kotorrr bgt!! huhuuuu berang-berangku..yang sabar yaaa…

kapan ya, ragunan bisa bersih? pasti nyaman sekali kalo terawat kebersihannya…

hPku jadul tp canggih lho!

huehehehe.. lg ngetes ngeblog pake wap di hP. hp gw niy cukup jadul, udh gw pake dari akhir 2006 sampe skrg. sempet bbrp kali terbesit *caelah!* niat ganti hP, tp ternyata gw ga bisa pindah ke lain hP, ditta dan hPnya adalah 2 pribadi yg tdk dpt dipisahkan. kalo ada yg nanya, “soulmate lo syp?” gw bakal jawab dgn yakin, “my hP is my soulmate ever”, huehehehe..

yak mari berkenalan dgn hPku, si Nokia 6280 bercasing abu2 ini dibeli dgn murah dari kakak. si kakak beli hP ini di Hong Kong dgn paket bundle a la iphone&telkomsel, tentu saja beliau belinya paket bundle nokia&CSL, salah satu operator tlp di Hong Kong sana. beliau beli hP ini dgn hrga murah, kira2 1/2nya harga jual. niatnya sih buat dipake kalo lagi di jakarta. tapi entah knp beliau berpikir untuk menjual hPnya yang masih gres *plastik cover layarnya masih utuh! believe me, knowing my sister, it means something, huehehe* dgn harga Rp. 2 juta saja! sekedar info, kalo beli di toko, waktu itu harganya 3 juta-an. akhirnya gw beli deh tu hP.

semenjak saat itu, kami tidak dpt dipisahkan. banyak momen2 penting diabadikan dgn kamera 2mp-nya, mengusir bosan dgn music player n radio player, internet dan facebook, dan yg paling canggih, tentu saja bervideo call ria dgn 3G! makanya sampe skrg fitur2 hP gw ini ga kalah sama hP2 baru kluaran skrg. udh gitu, ga ky nokia2 lainnya, hP gw ini ga sejuta umat! desainnya jg uokee, model sliding.

wah! pokoknya aku sayaaaaaaaang bgt sm hPku ini!

not to be forgiven

udh setahun lebih since the breakup, but we’re still at odds with each other. i always wondering, apakah gw yg kurang berusaha memulai kembali, or simply because he just doesn’t want to have anything to do with me ever again??

terus terang ya, gw ngerasa kehilangan bgtt bgt bgt.. jadi inget waktu itu dia bilang “aku ngerasa dibuang dari hidup kamu” but now?? doesn’t he realized that he did the same to me? bahkan untuk mencoba temenan sama gw pun nggak. gw ga tau harus gimana lagi ya. aku bingung.

please dear..would you just forgive me? can’t we go back to the days when i was your friend?

from the way i was looking, i guess it’s a NO.

and i believe that my time will come…

suntuk di rumah gr2 nganggur. well..ga sepenuhnya nganggur sih, i have things to do. but i really miss the daily routine of having a job. sure i know what everyone else said to me that i should be more active, not to be picky, and so on, but hey, i did my best too!

yah sekarang sih gw sabar aja, nanti juga bakal dapet yg terbaik buat gw…

tetap berusaha dan berdoa!

dan berdansa biar ga stress..hihihihiihihi

the biggest freak i’ve ever met

oh. my. god.

baru kali ini gw ketemu orang seperti dia. terus terang jadi bingung gimana ngadepinnya. jadi gw yg bingung sendiri. aww..please..it’s not like (s)he’s the most important person in the world.

cuma mo komen, ga cape ya jadi orang kaya lo? if i were you, i’d kill myself for hundreds time.

latihan ala spartan

yup, guna menyambut perform tgl 20 aug nanti, skrg dansa UI lagi di geber abis2an supaya ga malu2in pas perform. dan gw yang berganti pasangan tentunya harus latihan ekstra krn pasangan gw harus mulai belajar dan ngapalin koreo dari awal. yak. jadilah gw latiah non-stop selasa-rabu-kamis-jumat-sabtu.

HIDUUUUUUUPPP!!!

he’s grown-up now!

pertama kali liat pas di 10 things I hate about you. i immediately fall for him such a cutie!

but now..

oh my!

ganteng ya boo’

bulbo nyasar di blog

Do you hate the last guy you texted?
* nope, not at all
.
When was the last time you took a nap?
* yesterday, bcuz of those headache
.
Do you only drink bottled water?
* nope
.
What are you listening to right now?
* suara AC yg mendengung..
.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
* moko si gembul
.
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
* mom
.
What’s on your mind most today?
* banyak hal sampe insomnia deh gw
.
Something that happened today that made you angry?
* blum ada
.
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
* cukup org2 tertentu aja yg tw lah..
.
Do you wear makeup?
* ngga
.
Are you missing someone?
* yup. banget.
.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
* it depends
.
What instant messaging service do you use?
* YM
.
Would you date/hook up with your brothers best friend?
* ngga mau, abis dah pada om2 sih
.
Have you ever had a panic attack?
* a couple of times
.
What color is your hair?
* black
.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
* mb pus
.
Are you happy right now?
* not reallyy…
.
Is your phone right beside you?
* yup2
.
Are you cold?
* nope, i’m fine
.
What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
* new life..new job..new friends..new..what? new bf maybe if i’m lucky enough
.
First thing you do when you wake up?
* take a bath
.
What does your best friend call you?
* ditta, kuyus, ceking, watever lah
.
Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
* neither
.
Who do you call the most?
* akhir2 ini, si ara ato moko
.
What were you doing 10 hours ago?
* probably still sleeping
.
Are you that good at math?
* hahahaha…nope..there’s gotta be reason i’m in social science class
.
Do/did you listen to your parents?
* sure
.
At what age did you learn to ride a bike?
* dunno, about 2nd grade in elemntary school, i guess
.
What’s your favorite holiday?
* any kind of holiday wud be fine as long as it’s a holiday
.
Do you cry a lot?
* nope, just occassionally
.
What did you do today?
* office thingy
.
Do you give special ringtones to certain people?
* yup, so i could automatically reject it without having to look it up
.
Have you talked mean about anyone today?
* i don’t do “mean talk”
.
Can you remember your last dream?
* hahahaha..unfortunately yes..n it’s so damn real
.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
* sering
.
Suppose you see your boyfriend kissing another person’s lips, what would you do?
* slap him then leave..*i’m good at slapping people*
.
What is bothering you right now?
* this huge thing
.
Can you type over 60 words per minute?
* auuuuuuuuuuu