theme song of the moment

lagu patah hati-nya ditta.. hikshikshiks..

Tears Dry On Their Own – Amy Winehouse

All I can ever be to you
Is the darkness that we knew
And this regret I got accustomed to
Once it was so right
When we were at our high
Waiting for you in the hotel at night
I knew I hadn’t met my match
But every moment we could snatch
I don’t know why I got so attached
It’s my responsibility
And you don’t owe nothing to me
But to walk away I have no capacity

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I’m grown
And in your wake, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own

I don’t understand
Why do I stress the man
When there’s so many bigger things at hand
We coulda never had it all
We had to hit a wall
So this is inevitable withdrawal
Even if I stop wanting you
And perspective pushes thru
I’ll be some next man’s other woman soon

I can’t play myself again
I should just be my own best friend
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I’m grown
And in your wake, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own

So we are history
Your shadow covers me
The sky above ablaze

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day, but I’m grown
And in your wake, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own

I wish I could say no regrets
And no emotional debts
Cos as we kiss good bye the sun sets
So we are history
Your shadow covers me
The sky above a blaze that only lovers see

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day but I’m grown
And in your wake, my blue shade
My tears dry on their own

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day but I am grown
And in your wake
My deep shame
My tears dry on their own

He walks away
The sun goes down
He takes the day but I’m grown
And in your wake
My deep shame
My tears dry

kalau jodoh mah ga kmane dehhh

baru mendapatkan lirik lagu lucu.. dari seorang pria yang (katanya) sedang mencari jodoh, hahahaha…

Kontak Jodoh – Naif

Aku pria simple yang tidak macam-macam
Hidup yang lurus-lurus. Jujur dan setia
Baik dan bijaksana
Mapan dan bersahaja
Sehat dan jauh dari narkoba
Kumencari seorang gadis
Yang cantik juga manis
Rambut panjang dan lurus, penyayang dan setia
Sabar dan sederhana, menerima apa adanya
Dan siap untuk hidup bersama

Kalau jodoh kita pasti kan berjumpa
Kalau tak jodoh, kita hanya jadi kawan
Kalau jodoh, kita pasti kan menikah
Kalau jodoh tak kan lari kemana

kerjaaaa….aku ingin kerjaaa….

huhuuuuu.. kmaren gw abis interview di sebuah law firm yang berkantor di Gedung BRI II lt. 23.

ini udah yang kelima kali gw written test di lawfirm, dan yang kedua kali sampe tahap interview.
semoga dong keterimaaa..kroniiis nih gw.

oke. sekarang gw mo cerita nih gimana mereka mencoba menggali potensi diri.. *cuiiihhh*

pertama2nya tentu mereka menyuruh gw untuk menceritakan ttg diri gw. ga ada masalah dong..bisa lah di handle. walopun ga detail, cuma sebatas nama, alamat, hobby, dll.

truuus..mulailah kekacauan itu terjadi. dimulai ketika mereka tanya tentang skripsi gw.

interviewer : “so, could u tell us about ur thesis?”

gw : (dalem hati) anjriiiittt..mampus gw mampus gw ga tau bahasa inggrisnya apaan ya apaan ya mati gw mati gw

….setelah menguasai diri sendiri…

“well it’s about legal review of status of the child from inter-religion marriage held abroad based on marriage law no. 1/1974″

interviewer : “what’s the legal issue there?”

gw *panik mode on* : “mmmhhh….. mmmhhh… well…”

MESSAGE TRUNCATED

gw ga sanggup mempermalukan diri sendiri.

let’s say bagian yg itu menggunakan banyak sekali kata2 “emmmmh…”, “welllll…”, “i think…”, disertai dengan penggunaan legal term in english yg tidak tepat. dan membuat skripsi gw terlihat bodoh dan dangkal. and i’ve spent a whole freakin’ years to compose my thesis. haha.

untung akhirnya dia mulai nanya topik lain. yaitu apakah gw lulus semua mata kuliah yg gw ambil at one go, ato ada yg ngulang. gw dalem hati cuma bisa bilang..anjrit. malu deh gw ktauan gagal pidana 3x. dan tentunya mereka tertawa ketika gw bilang

“well.. i have to take hukum pidana for 3 times”.

duh. langsung aja untuk menyelamatkan diri gw bilang

“but i could pass hukum dagang in one go”

hahahahaha…bagi anak FHUI tau dwooonkss..kalo bisa lulus mata kuliahnya mami hafni dalam sekali tembak kan berarti you’ve got something lah, hehehehe… trus ditanya, ada lagi ga? ya gw bilanglah gw ga lulus persus dan ga lulus ilmu ekonomi, dan tentunya mereka tertawa lagi..dan berkata

“why? ilmu ekonomi is easy, right?”

huuuuu…tadinya gw mo bilang

“indeed it was easy, but it seems that my answer sheet was not light enough to make them fly far away when they’re being thrown, so i couldn’t get an A. i got a D instead”.

but ofcourse i couldn’t say that. jadi gw hanya lebih mempermalukan diri gw dengan berkata

“i know…and i’m from social science too..” *which is ga penting*

habis itu gw deh yg nanya2 ttg brp org yg ikut interview (8-9 org ternyata)..brp yg bakal diterima (skitar 2-3 org)..dan kapan mereka bakal ngasi tau hasilnya (around next week).

so, let’s hope that they like me and call me and ask me to come to the office and sign the contract, hehehehe.. amiiiin…amiiiiiiin…yaaa robbal aaaalamiiiin…..