not to be forgiven

udh setahun lebih since the breakup, but we’re still at odds with each other. i always wondering, apakah gw yg kurang berusaha memulai kembali, or simply because he just doesn’t want to have anything to do with me ever again??
terus terang ya, gw ngerasa kehilangan bgtt bgt bgt.. jadi inget waktu itu dia bilang “aku [...]

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Sylvia M. Mauren to me

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Haha, I don’t think I could forget the memory of him turning me down me like that, either. Can you imagine? I was rejected by a guy that I like. And it was so damn hurt!!!
I’m not completely over him, nor forgive him, though.
But [...]

another "me" song

I Try – Macy Gray

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop I believe that faith
Has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we’re not

I play it off but I’m dreaming of you
I’ll keep my cool but I’m feigning

[chorus]
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk [...]

jeleknya si aza

owkaaaaayy… baru saja mendapat kejutan cantik dari mas dessy eko tadi. tiba2 dia bertanya.
“dit, gw denger2 ada berita buruk ya?”
……..i know exactly what he meant
“iya, lo tau dari mana?”
“dari aza. gw sempet nanya aza, jangan main2 lo za, ini masalah serius. bener ya dit?”
“iya..duuh..banyak yg tau ya?”
“anak2 PKPA pada ngomongin tuh” ———> *WHAATTTT????*
*dalem hati* [...]

theme song of the moment

lagu patah hati-nya ditta.. hikshikshiks..

Tears Dry On Their Own – Amy Winehouse
All I can ever be to you
Is the darkness that we knew
And this regret I got accustomed to
Once it was so right
When we were at our high
Waiting for you in the hotel at night
I knew I hadn’t met my match
But every moment we could [...]